one of..

gift from my sister.. She spent a whole day to design a purple-simple invitation for me.. after went thru some designs, we decided to go with this... Cami is using his friend printing so we got reasonable price.. me likey! ^_^

List of Mahar

Alhamdulillah.. dapat sumbangan banyak buat serah2an.. ^_^

1. Cosmetics + baju akad : mba Evie (ratu Revlon)

2. Lingerie + underwear + thank you gift : mba Tyas (langsung didatangkan dari LA)

3. Mukena : Vini

4. Bag : mba Shally (made in Hong Kong)

5. Perfume : my collection

6. Sepatu : lagi cari sponsor (wkwkwk)

Trus mahar dari cami masih rahasia... :P

Persiapan so far baru DP catering Sawargi, beli souvenir + kotak seserahan, pesan undangan and also udah konferensi pers ke saudara2..

it's still long way to go.. but I'm gonna do it one at a time... seperti orang Jawa bilang.. Alon-alon waton kelakonlah...

after all these years..

He still doesn't know what I really want.. Been in this relationship for 11 years (and hopefully many years to come) but yet he hasn't figure "it" out... I know I shouldn't put too much hope in it... Still, when time like this comes, couldn't help myself from this disappointed...

Benn tried to fulfill every wishes but my own.. It doesn't feel and sound right, huh? Don't want to brag about it or being exaggerative.. but that's how I feel... laying alone with the wander mind.. tying hard to find out what goes wrong... I guess i just have to accept the fact.. this is how the universe works.. I need to be stronger and play low... not my favorite but i kinda have to..

Happy 32.. Me..

have you ever feel...

sick of someone till you wanna throw up? itu yang lagi gw rasain sekarang..

not because I hate that person but I simply sick of that person... I regret the day I met that person.. it may be part of my life but I regret it...

Oh well.. it doesnt matter now... am just sick...

Fun-Iseng time

after almost 5 years I cuekin tuh passport.. akhirnya kepake juga..

these are a few notes from my trip:

~Fine City, Nov 2009~

We flew with Tiger Airways (promo rates) and stayed in Aqueen hotel in Lavender st.

Day 1 ke Sentosa island, Chinatown, Bugis junction and Mustafa.. pokoknya shop till u drop bangetlah!

Day 2 ke Merlion, orchard, Esplanade cuman buat foto2 doank... hehehehe

Overall, I suka banget di Singapore, coz it's clean n neat.. semuanya serba teratur.. and it has a beautiful city view..

~Phuket, March 2010~

One day, I received email from Air Asia about ticket promotion.. buru2 deh browsing and alhamdulillah dapet tiket Phuket. We decided to stay in 2 different places.. first, we stayed at Marina Boat Lagoon.. Marina ini tempatnya jualan and parkiran kapal2 yacht.. enak hawanya adem.. hotel juga pas dapet upgrade, luas banget n comfy dehh... cuman agak jauh dari keramaian.. jadi maennya di pangkalan kapal aja.. tapi lucu n fun buat foto2..

I was a bit scared mo foto.. takut kapalnya jalan ndiriii... hahahaha

the day after, we moved to Patong district.. nah kalo disini terkenal ma night life-nya.. n its beautiful beach (of course!)

We stayed at Patong Lodge hotel.. Ga suka hotelnya... serem and airnya keruh.. mungkin karena deket ma laut... anyways.. we rented a motorcycle and we get to see Karon (kereeennn), Phuket town (tidak menarik), and beberapa mall yang conceptnya keren abiesssss, such as Jungceylon, etc etc.. lupa ahhh... Also we took some shoot (critanya mo prewed tp gatot) at a quite beach close to hotel:

Lucu kann... kalau karon kaya gini neh (tapi ini pas sunset):

Nah, Patong ini terkenal dengan Bangla Street.. disitu segala macam show ada.. from shemale show, P show (dont bother to ask what it is!), pole bar show and masih banyak lagi... lucu2 sihhh... seru lagi...

Somehow aku suka minum susu sana.. padahal biasanya ga doyan susu.. tapi susunya lebih seger n ga eneg.. mungkin karena hawa panas.. dunno.. selain itu kelapanya juga seger bangetzzz... beda ma kelapa sini.. tehe deh knp bisa gitu.. kalo makanan yang aku suka disana:

Pineapple fried rice and grilled fish! enak dehhh...

Since I'll be visiting Phuket again for my HM, I'll make sure to go to Phi2 island and sekitarnya.. Coz from what I heard, its beaches are really cool!

slowly but sure..

Mann... I really need to be patient about this whole sh** thingy... So may things to do, so little time yet so slow in making progress.. If it were up to me then it will be done by now.. but I have to face the fact that this is two persons job!

I have found a nice design for the invitation but I can't move forward since R keeps busy with his work. He wanted his friend to be on it... yasudlah... terserah aja... I guess he's not finished with his list yet.. ughhhh...

This weekend, we will go to Tunas "open house". I do hope that he'll like it and sign them up for the job.. Bismillahirrohmanirrohim.. mudah2an deh...

Me.. Excited!