something old, blue and borrowed

Jadi inget kalo di pelem2 hollywood.. when people get married, they need to provide something old, something blue and something borrowed.. for me it's gonna be something old, purple and borrowed.. hehehehe... dan itu termasuk dalam daftar maharnya.. it's my bvlgary omnia amethyst perfume set... isn't perfect???

Speaking of the preparation.. last weekend I went to Roemah Manten with Cie and Cami.. discussed about the kebaya and make up.. turns out we have to provide our own kebaya and sandals.. even for among tamu.. plus no make up test... capek deh.. dikit2 musti pake additional fee... ihhhhhh... blm apa2 dah berasa bete..

tapi Alhamdulillah... thanks to Mba Wati, sepupu cami, baju mau dibikinin... suit suit... seneng deh.. mudah2an bisa passss...

everything is moving forward... :D

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I know marriage is about compromising, understanding, believing, loving, bla bla bla.. such a wonderful theory.. but what about in reality? Is it that easy? Is it possible? It occurred to me that maybe I wasn’t ready enough to take this path, especially with my ego and also his.. both of us maybe adult people but not grown people.. we spent most of our time together with fighting, debating and rarely on the same boat.. gee.. I wonder how it will be when we’re married…

I have this kind of habit… when I’m angry, I’ll shut down the whole system. I’d rather avoid the root of the problem and pretending nothing ever happen and hoping that time will wash away the wound… while my other half would rather let it out and deal with the outcome later…

Compromise: should be both of us try to lower down our expectation and try to accept our other half needs/wishes.. reality: both of us keep fighting for our own needs..

Man… how do I deal with this such of bullshit?

Dunno.. I’ll find out later…