2 vows..

1. I swear I will never forget about this day.. the day when I have to beg only for f****ng tax* Mo***!!!! I promise my self that I have to stand on my own.. never ask and never GIVE!!!! I feel like I'm loosing my pride only for that small amount! SH*T!!!! I did that not because I needed it.. I just want to check the willingness or the heart for sharing.. it's definitely NOT there! 

2. I promise my self that next week on my trip to Thailand, I will spend every moment in JOY! I wouldn't give a damn about anything else but pampering my self!!!