Blue (or Black) Monday...

setelah seharian disconnected dari luar dunia luar.. gw baru sadar klo hujan udah turun lagi.. tambah aja deh tuh perasaaan campur aduk... sometimes human being can be so da** Stu***!! thingking about useless things.. feeling about useless things.. then.. coming to office and have a good chat with my friends.. feeling a little bit better... but the confusion is still there.. I just understand.. sometimes things happens coz it meant to happen.. n we dont really know the reason why.. kemaren gw baca sesuatu yg bikin gw agak2 shocked and gw terjun ke pikiran di dunia gw sendiri.. with so many if hanging in my mind.. with so many ridiculous thought.. wakaranai.. Told my friend about that.. but couldnt give me any satisfaction.. maybe because am longing for something bigger.. if we can manage our expectation low maybe we wont get any disappointment also.. tehe ahhh... pengen pulang and selimutan aja....