It's broken..

I'm wondering why people can make same mistake over and over again.. is it because they dont wanna learn or because they're too stupid to learn? either way I hate the result comes out of it..

then I realize.. maybe it's not love.. it's just habit.. because we've been together for so long and now he's considering me as his habit.. sucks, isn't it?

how could he cheated on me? he even told her that she made him the luckiest man alive.. what am I then? the damn woman alive? do I need to suck it up? should I take some time off? I need to think it over.. my headache and my heartache are killing me..