I didnt sign up for
this.. It turns
upside down.. Been away from God since then... Is this my punishment? I dont
think so..
Am not comfortable at all.. I need to find a way out..
Whether to accept everything unconditionally or fight for a change.. But what
kind of change do I after? Is it for better or worse? Hopefully for better..
But what if i make a wrong decision again? Can i still crawl up? Damn.. Its
really confusing.. When all of my dark thought appear, i need to neglect it..
Even i scared of it! I once said that ignorance is the best way
to deal with my problems.. But it has reached to some point that i couldnt even
be one.. I just wanna sleep.. But its hard for me even to close my eyes.. I really need to clear up my
mind... How? Good question.. First of all, sleep...
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